tertiary education

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" so nak further mana lepas ni? '

omg i got this question alot these past four weeks! and it scare the hell outta me like excuse me further study is a frickin big issue okay, its all bout my future.

as for me, there are lots of things in my mind. sometimes i wanna be in this field and sometimes i dont. 

i want to study something new, something that i love so i wont waste my dewasa life soon doin things that i hate for my entire life. i want to be in the field where i can be productive and beneficial to everyone once i graduated. not just graduated then kerja makan gaji. i want to contribute something to my country that is beneficial to everyone. 

im glad to help people but pursuing my study in a medic fields and be a doctor is so not me. trust me im having a big crisis on differentiating veins arteries and capillaries. memorizing all the hormones and nerves? sorry wats dat

dealing with electrical stuffs are cool and fun but im not a big fans of electricity. im just a sucker for electricity thingy. which equation should i use man? v=ir or v=ip? damn im so not an engineer person plus there are alrdy lots of engineer in malaysia. #typical #farahafiqahhatesbeingtypical 

debating,talking,fighting,arguing in an educated way are so me but seriously do i have to memorize all those acts? besides my parents and sister told me not to take law. its complicated they said.

there are banyak lagi sebenarnya but these are all that i could think of for the time being. banyak aspect yang saya perlu fikirkan sebelum saya buat sesuatu keputusan. for example, pendapat ibu bapa dan orang dewasa. mereka lebih berpengalaman dalam kehidupan bak kata pepatah melayu, lebih banyak makan garam daripada kita yang baru nak kenal dunia. so listening to them is not my problem but its my priority.

With Allah wills, 

I would like to pursue my study on the field that i love and major so that i could spend my working time soon doin the things that i love and beneficial to every single ummah in the world and of course bertepatan dengan hukum syarak Islam.


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