Salmah Luth J

they came into my life not long ago and i knew instantly they are different  sorang muka sombong, sorang suka senyum misteri, sorang suka pandang kerek, sorang banyak cakap and so much more. and we become close overnight they helped me through thick and thin even when everyone else turn their back, we are still here for each other and i soon realized that i couldnt live without them so when i heard that some of them are moving, i didnt know what to do untuk kebaikan diorang jugak but HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US IN MILITARY ALL ALONE??MANA PERGINYA JANJI TOGETHER WE STAND TOGETHER WE UNITED TU?!okay lek ntah ah taktau  nak cakap apa. sedih tau tak. u people might think i over cuz kawan nak masuk asrama pun sedih over2. you just dont know how much i love my friends mannn serious this year gonna be so damn weird i love  my friends. only god knows how much i love them tau :'(

people tend to say kita ni fake kalau kita bersikap lain apabila kita dengan kawan dan apabila kita di public. the main problem is, kawan is orang yang kita rapat, orang yang kita anggap macam family sendiri tapi kalau di public, full with strangers, tak rapat tak kenal tak cinta dan taktahu siapa diorang tu if dengan kawan nak menjerit, nak kentut, nak buat muka hodoh semua boleh cause kita rapat dengan diorang and diorang pun tau perangai kita naturally camni so nak kata apa.  cuba kalau dengan strangers yang ada kat public tu kau buat perangai masuk air kau tu. Kau rase????!! mana tau future mother in law pun ada kat situ terus cancel nak ambil jadi menantu. who knows kan Thats why before cakap apa2, fikir ok

Selalu orang cakap kalau starting lagi dah tak baik, ending pun mesti teruk. well i got nervous everytime teringat dengan benda tu because my 2014 tidak bermula dengan begitu bagus. problems here and there, something stroke by and i lost everything in a blink of eyes.  tapi tak lah seteruk itu, it justs, y know, orang makin besar, hormon pun makin bertambah, berubah2 (mentangla baru study bio) maybe thats the reasons some of my friends changed i can tell that, i kind of lost the one i loved most. idk whats the reason, maybe itu takdir Allah  lol cliche.  tapi seriously i dont know what should i do. my bad if she changed for her own good i cant do anything. future lagi penting whaat kind of annoying bila people keep asking ' eh why eh? u guys tak friend lagi eh? why eh? why she masuk einstein? sanggup u tinggalkan dia masuk einstein? kenape dia  nak masuk teknik? kau nak masuk sekali ke? kenape tak masuk sbp je ' omg omg omg we dont owe ...