Salmah Luth J

I know and god knows some of you might be triggered seeing me wearing nail polish, wearing make up, wearing inappropriately and not up to your hijabist standard, friends with people who smoke, lepak till late at night and stuff but i just want all of you to know that i dont care. You honestly dont have to look religious to be religious. I used to be in that situation, ever since i was young. People around me talk about me on a daily basis about how spoilt i can be and now these people turn into the people that they used to talk about. Life is like a wheel. Sometimes you dekat atas sometimes you dekat bawah. Apa yang you cakap pasal orang lain, one day akan berbalik dekat you jugak because thats how just life work. I am not some sort of ustazah, muslimah, religious ,  and stuff plus im far from that title. Me wearing tudung has nothing to do with my personality. Im still learning. Truth to be said, im still in that main main mode. I know exactly what i want in life and what im gonna...

So recently i just got back from a 3 days 2 night camp located in semenyih selangor. It was compulsory for me for us the scholars to go every year so suka ke tak suka tetap kena pergi plus it is free of charge so yeah.  Me being me. I never fancy going for a camp especially when it is located in the midst of the jungle like this camp. Very back to basic kind of camp i tell you. We literally sleep in a hut with no fan no furniture no nothing. Our hall itself very down to earth kind of hall. kat situ lah surau kat situ la ceramah kat situlah bergurau all kat situ. So imagine me being in that kind of situation :| i try my best to look cool and being matured and just follow everythg that they instructed me to do because who am i after all nak demand lebih lebih . I could say that i actually had a lot of fun when i was there and i just dont know why. i love the feeling of being there. in the midst of hutan tebal with no phone, zero contact from the outside world, good food,a very very g...

Im 19 (god i hate claiming that im 19) and i do wear make up. I know that some people around me find it disturbing for a 19 year old to wear make up and i respect your opinion on that but still that is your problem and not mine 😂 i had lots of fun playing and wearing makeup.  So basically i dont really wear a lot of makeup for god sake i dont okay. i dont put on foundation, i dont contour my face, i dont fill in my eyebrows and i dont do all those fancy things that all the beauty gurus done.  The only makeups that i use on a daily basis is my loose powder, eyeliner, eyeshadow and lipstick. dats it. and if u think i look more than that, that maybe because of my inner beauty ?? hahaha alright kidding kidding Bought this one when i was studying in Perak and still using it till today. i love it because its loose and light to my skin.  As for the eyeshadow im using these 3 babies i got from sephora. i hate buying eyeshadows pallete because i only use like 1 or 2 colours errda...