lil bit of confession

Selalu orang cakap kalau starting lagi dah tak baik, ending pun mesti teruk.

well i got nervous everytime teringat dengan benda tu because my 2014 tidak bermula dengan begitu bagus.

problems here and there, something stroke by and i lost everything in a blink of eyes. 

tapi tak lah seteruk itu, it justs, y know, orang makin besar, hormon pun makin bertambah, berubah2 (mentangla baru study bio) maybe thats the reasons some of my friends changed

i can tell that, i kind of lost the one i loved most. idk whats the reason, maybe itu takdir Allah  lol cliche. 

tapi seriously i dont know what should i do. my bad

if she changed for her own good i cant do anything. future lagi penting whaat

kind of annoying bila people keep asking ' eh why eh? u guys tak friend lagi eh? why eh? why she masuk einstein? sanggup u tinggalkan dia masuk einstein? kenape dia  nak masuk teknik? kau nak masuk sekali ke? kenape tak masuk sbp je '

omg omg omg

we dont owe u any explanations for the things we did. just shut up ok. 

thanks for yr consideration.