Salmah Luth J

I think its a frickin lumrah for everyone untuk jumpa orang yang sebegini. Those who will only find u when theyre in their darkest hour and forget u completely when theyre in their greatest hour. Mann i honestly just dont get it with this type of human being. I keep on questioning their existence in this world. Like why would u even exist dude. You talk crap about people around u dont appreciate u but are u aware that u yourself dont appreciate those around u?! It seems like all u want in life is to be appreciated but u appreciating people is a no no.  I honestly dont give a shit about your shitty attitude cause i could clearly see the hikmah that youre not worth my time anymore any longer but it just that im sad for u. Totally Sad for people like u. I have nothing left to say for u. All i want is for u to completely out from my life. It wasnt my choice to cut u off but the thing is u handed me the scissors. Stepping down with hatred.

Assalammualaikum and Hi everyone! It has been awhile since ive updated my blog from the last post. Trust me ive been busy handling my life,future,career and a non stop overwhelming responsibilities coming towards me like a waterfall.  Banyak post yang tergendala like my visit to skybar,me hosting,photoshoot,girls day out,interview,audition and paling latest  mestilah my spm results! Most of you know that i dont take my result earlier today cause i was so frickin tired. I got back home at 3am last night and i literally slept at 4.55am after bath and all plus im not in Pd. And i dont actually care about my result anymore.  Alhamdulillah all is well. Some of u asked me am i okay....guys to be freaking frank and honest, im more than okay beside i dont really bother about all those As since i believe that those As doesnt even define my intelligence level. Trust me. Now ive been busy with life and i have completely move on from all of those highschool thang. Past is past and no...

I learnt so many things for the past few weeks. things that give me so many reasons to repent,to thank Allah swt,to be grateful and etc. its not that i just got back from an islamic camp or i  baru lepas  join team usrah but its my environment, circle of people that im currently with. theyre not that islamic either. most of the things that they do are not something that can be proud of.  but i realized that , the one  yang  actually  nampak jahat,teruk,jauh dari islam sebenarnya jauh lagi baik dari orang yang  i thought were actually good. They might be bad, but they respect people around em more than that  alim  type people. their heart is sincere than me. they accept people around them for who they are. They might be a gangster, but they treat the waiters at the restaurant like a friend. They cheer em up. They understand how hard the waiters day were. They feed the stray cat and treat them with respect while some of the hijabista stylista w...

Another frickin event mofos.! So last Sunday my sister and i went to an event located at Trec Kl. The event is known as A Sunday Affair thts why dia buat hari Ahad. Lol  . Since my Sister's friend is the event organizer we got free passes to the William Singe show! His voice is such a turn onnnn i told ya.  So we go there literally at 6pm but we stopped by at kl fest and pv 128 to buy shirts for abang boy and to fetch F. Once we were there we were havin trouble lookin for parkin as the carpark at the zouk basement alrdy full. So we decided to park at the tepi jalan je. gigih okay jalan from there to the trec. The first thing we look for once we were there was food. We havent eat anything since the moment we open our eyes that morning so its better for us to fill our tummy before anythg happen cause y know. A hungry farah afiqah is an angry farahs. I dont really take a lot of picture because i was busy enjoying my cheese fries and nachos and grilled lamb. But overall it was a g...

I would like to thank everyone yang gigih duk celebrate, suprise my eighteen birthday last january 23rd harituh! Sumpah tak expect anything since yall are so good in acting and stuff. And ofcourse thanks for all those wishes. I appreciate it more than you think. Not gonna ss cause u know who u are :)  Thank you for the mini celebration! Paling suka my birthday cake. Since givin a sponge cake is too mainstream, they suprised me with a doughnut cake. Haha love it alot. And of course thank you for the karaoke sesh and supper treat.  Thankyou alot for this suprise tak jadi. I love it anyways. Kak nora should really learn how not to spoil a suprise party hahah. Thankyou for the creampuffs oreo cake. You do really know my favs!  This one sumpah tak expect. Haha. It was already january 29 something and they still celebrate my birthday. We were chillin at tajine like usual and i tak sense anythg since everyone yg ada kt situ dah celebrate my birthday but then the band nyanyi lagu...

" so nak further mana lepas ni? ' omg i got this question alot these past four weeks! and it scare the hell outta me like excuse me further study is a frickin big issue okay, its all bout my future. as for me, there are lots of things in my mind. sometimes i wanna be in this field and sometimes i dont.  i want to study something new, something that i love so i wont waste my dewasa  life soon doin things that i hate for my entire life. i want to be in the field where i can be productive and beneficial to everyone once i graduated. not just graduated then kerja makan gaji. i want to contribute something to my country that is beneficial to everyone.  im glad to help people but pursuing my study in a medic fields and be a doctor is so not me. trust me im having a big crisis on differentiating veins arteries and capillaries. memorizing all the hormones and nerves? sorry wats dat dealing with electrical stuffs are cool and fun but im not a big fans of electricity. im just a suc...

I woke up at 8.30am and my sister asked me to follow her to her workplace and help her deposit some cheques. At first i felt like 'no wayy im so not gonna leave this bed' but then again i think ive spent the whole weekdays stayin at home so i gave my sister a hit and followed her!  so this is one of the cheques tht i had to deposit in maxis centre klcc. it took me 30 mins to deposit cause i dont know what should i deposited this cheque on between broadband, pascabayar  or phones bill.  i headed to avenue K right after i deposited those cheques to buy pins for my tudungs at daiso but sadly takde . i literally had like 3 hours left before fetching my sistur at her office so i went to dior to survey some beauty stuffs like face cleanser and foundation (survey je tak beli lol ) when i accidentally found my sister's friend who actually work at givenchy. she forced me to follow her to her boutique cause she thinks it was quite dangerous for me to shop on my own in klcc when the...