A Chapter

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It is never easy for me to have a friend that i can proudly call ' A friend '. Previously in high school itself I dont have that much of friends :/ 
And I never expected to find one in campus because im too lazy to socialise with almost anyone.
I dont mind talking with anyone, no matter who they are what status they hold etc etc. I dont care, I am fine with it. I can meet you just 5 seconds ago and talk like Ive met you for the past few decades. 
But you know, these good people they will surely come and messed up your life (in a good way) when you least expected it like these bunches of people that i dont wanna mention your name here cause darling you know who you are. 
These people are like some of those people that these friendship quotes on Internet talk about.
They are always there for me no matter what time is it, say it 3pm or 3am.
But having to swallow the fact that some of the important people in my life are no longer there for me kills me.
I think, good people will always leave your life the fastest, the quickest, and all the -est. Only the bad one will stay in your life longer. Ive been experimenting with this shiz with both living things and non living things and it is confirm that my hypothesis is true. The good one will always stay in your life just for awhile and then leave when you least expect it just like how they come into your life. 
They are just like a chapter in the book that i dont bother going to the next chapter, all I want to do is to stay at that chapter, forever, reading and cherishing the story again and again.
But then again, life doesnt work that way.
Maybe these people were a chapter in my book but Im just merely a line in theirs.

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