current allergy

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I talked to my noks earlier today about my current biggest problem in life that i personally think that i do have masalah hati. I dont know why but lately ive been having problem with one of my unimates. 

I honestly dont understand why everytime i see her face, listen to her voice, hear her name i feel like wanna V O M I T. I swear to god im not lying and ive been experimenting with my noks about this spontaneously and my hypothesis is true that i am allergic to her in a way that i cant explain.

Those who knows me know that i stand still with my principle of "never talk bad about someone looks, health and wealth" but i think im gonna put a special gila bapak punya exception to her. She is legit not kylie jenner nor kendal jenner but idk man i hate u for existing in my life and in so sorry for that. If i could move to jupiter so that i wont see your face i would frickin do but i couldnt frickin breath in jupiter so yeah. My god its hard for me to hate someone cause all i do on daily basis is hating the economy but gur im so sorry but my hatred chose you :/ 

Its funny to think that she never do anything bad to me say it physically or even theoretically 😂 but hey since we can fall in love with someone without any particular reasons then what makes it any difference than fallen in hate ? Its just my theory~ 

But joke aside, i seriously cant tolerate her existence in this world. I just wanna vomit. Its like my blood is coagulated and my nerves are twisting inside my body. 

And i honestly dont know what should i do with my whole life knowing that i have another 1 last semester with her. 

Let us all pray for my soul everyone xx  

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